being a mom

The most amazing part of my life is being a mom. I admire my mom more than any other woman on the face of the earth. She has taught me so many things, love , tenderness, kindness i could go on forever with the things she has taught me and still to this day i learn from her. The most amazing thing i have ever heard is my little girl say " mommy i want you " or " mommy i love you " with everything that has gone wrong in my life i knew i could always count on my mom to talk to , to cry with, or just sit in quietness. I pray i can be that kind of mom to my girls , always be there for them listen and guide them in the right direction. With GODS help i know i can. My girls are wonderful girls, i believe they have good manners (sometimes they need work but they are good ) they behave well in public for the most part. They dont give me trouble other than at home. but i have to say overall they are good kids and i am so proud of them. they are the reason i strive to do the best i can be is for them. My mom is my best friend i can tell her anything. But there is also another woman in my life that i admire also Lynette (riks mother) she has been there for me on countless occasions i consider her a close and dear friend also. because when i seek advice i ask 2 people my mom and lynette. they have always been there for me and i believe they always will. but 3 other mothers that i observe and learn from is my sister melissa, my sister n law melissa schindler and amy schindler they are amazing mothers and i love and admire then dearly.

Today i have felt GODS MERCIES. I know people are praying for me i can feel it and i thank you all for that. I am so blessed with family and friends that care so much about me. I love each and everyone of you. I reallly want each of you to know that you have touched my life in ways you will never know. I know GOD is with me HE shows me everyday how lucky i am with 2 beautiful healthy daughters and a husband who loves me and takes care of me. Which I thank GENE AND LYNETTE for , you have raised a wonderful man that you should be proud of. We have our differences but we have also learned to work through them, I know that GOD put me and rik together for a reason and i know that i love rik always have and always will. He is my one true love, my soul mate , my best friend. I have learned alot about myself in the last 5 years, some not so good but people change and i think i have changed for the better. To all my parkie family you have changed my life in ways unbelievable , you have helped me through tough times and have made me laugh in good times. I pray that everyone experiences GODS MERCIES the way i have lately. I have truly been blessed.


LOVE TO ALL
Wen

Have you talked to GOD?

I pray daily all day long seems like about something. Constant prayer right. Well i go to the dr tomorrow to find out the result of my blood work, the first part of the test showed that i may have lupus, anyone who really knows me knows that this freaks me out and i am a rack of nerves, panic attacks etc.... But i couldnt sleep the other day and i was on the porch talking to GOD and i heard softly 2corinthians 12:9 THis verse has taught me alot. It has taught me that i need to rely more on GOD and His Will than trying to fix things myself. There are just some things out of my control and i have to learn to let them go.

Have you seen GOD?

As i sat on the porch tonight i was reminded of something the preacher said today. Have you seen GOD, he went on to explain how people have seen GODS wrath and how some have seen GODS mercies.

People that know me knows the last 5 years have been very difficult for me and my family, this past week things just got a little more trying i should say. I was dxd with Lupus. I didnt know much about Lupus until i started reading online, lets just say i'm scared in the flesh, but know that GODS will shall be. He can heal me or he will provide me with the strength and courage i need to face whatever comes my way. I am not much of a blogger. i do keep my thoughts on paper but not so much for others to read, i have been known to write poetry a few times.

It just amazes me all the things i take for granted each and every day. Today i was reminded of some of these things i have been so caught up with the dxd's and the pain i was forgetting to thank GOD for the strength he has givin me to wake up and go to church today. AT my home church which is LITTLE SARAH OLD REGULAR BAPTIST CHURCH we had our foot washing which we do every year, we take the bread which represents Christ's body and the fruit of the vine which represents Christ's blood then the sisters of the church wash each others feet and the brothers of the church wash each others feet. Today my aunt Moni Sue who is very dear to my heart hugged me and said she wanted to be my first aunt to get to wash my feet . it was a blessing and a honor to wash all 3 of my aunts feet.

I just want to always remember that no matter what life deals me i can always count on someone who is always with me and that is my LORD AND SAVIOUR JESUS CHRIST. i know that when i physically fall i can call my mom and dad but there is someone else that can do what mom and dad cannot. i have had the privillagge of washing my dads feet i pray that i live long enough to wash my moms feet. I know not everyone understands the ways of the ORB church but this was the way i was raised and i have never been more satisified than i am now. I joined the church i was raised in the Church i have heard my papaw's preach many times in. I miss them. And i know that through the power of prayer anything is possible miracles happen every day. So my question today is HAVE YOU SEEN GOD? i have ....i have seen his mercy he has let me live another day to teach my girls that the way to heaven is through jesus christ. and to always rely on him for he will never lead you wrong.

Wonderful Day

Today we had a wonderful church service, it was amazing we took communion and had an old time foot washing. The most amazing thing was that i got to wash my dads feet this is something that i will never forget, this was my dads first communion service as well as mine. He joined the OLD REGULAR BAPTIST CHURCH in oct 08 and i joined in nov 08.

pictures and baking

The secon pic and one of favortie past time is pictures, i think this is danielle's favporite pic it of her and her auntamy i call it girls chillin. the first pic is a trial cake for her birthday which is in november but i need the practice it is a webkinz theme please pray for me. I only bake and take pictures when i am extremely deppressed please pay for me and my girls because they are always my subjects for pictures love their hearts. any suggestions on cakes would be aprrecitated or picture ideas lol


lots of love wendy

Danielle

Not only can she play the guitar lol she is wonderful at cheering. We had our first practice tonight which was cancelled but one little girl showed her a couple of cheers which danielle was thrilled to death about. She has been fitted for her uniform (pics will be soon )I am so proud of both of my girls . Bri for being a wonderful big sister by showing danielle all the tricks of being a cheerleader lol how to stand always smile etc.... we will be doing fundraisers to help pay for the uniform which is close to 200 dollars not counting the warm up suit she will get later.