Her eyes are cold and bloodshot
she hasn’t slept in days
And she'd give half of Texas
Just to take away the pain
She knows there’s a cure out there
And she knows its coming soon
cause if there ain‘t , she don’t know what she’ll do

Well, it's pain and tears it’s the sleepless nights
It's the falling down the stairs
it’s the tremors in her hand
She can hardly stand
When will this all go down
its meds every three hours it’s the anger she feels
its dyskensia setting in

When I look into your eyes I know why I’m fighting
Working hard to find a cure for this thing called Parkinson’s disease
Praying everyday that I wake up to see that this whole thing
Has disappeared from me.

Soldiers fighting on for our mission in hand
Marching on brave and strong
The struggles I battle each and everyday
I do for you,

Our battle is not fought with guns or grenades
But with the politicians who cannot see
What we need is for the money to come through
For netrp and stem cell
What a dream come true

Each day death comes knocking
On someone’s door
You wonder is it my turn
To walk through

Will you open your heart
And let evil win
Or walk away
And pray for another day

Without love mercy and grace
You are doomed
To an awful dark place
Treat others as you want to be
Let the ones you love know
Before its to late

Some will understand
Some will not
Its not for you to judge
But to be judged yourself

Stand on your own on that final day
When death comes knocking
Or comes your way

You have to think
Will anyone care
Will anyone notice
If I’m not there

Will they shed a tear
For someone who
Loved them so dear
Or think to themselves
She never really cared

Think before you speak
And tell them each day
I love you and need you
In every single way

I love you all
And want you to know
If I don’t wake up
You rocked my soul

I was a better person
Because of you
You let your light shine
Through and through
Never doubt how I feel
About you today

By Wendy Schindler

BY THE WAY THIS IS NOT SUICIDAL ITS JUST HOW I FEEL AT TIMES I WILL NEVER KILL MYSELF JUST FOR THOSE WHO ARE THINKING THAT LOL

This is a song i wrote
let me know what you think



THE FAN



WHENEVER I FEEL LONELY

AND MY TEARS THREATEN TO RAIN

I KNOW SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS

AND HE HELPS TO EASE MY PAIN

WHEN SORROW WEIGHS DOWN ON ME

AND I FEEL SO SAD AND BLUE

I CALL ON HIM TO COMFORT ME

AND HE KNOWS JUST WHAT TO DO

CHORUS

AND HE PLAYS A SONG TO SOOTHE MY SOUL

THIS MAN AND HIS GUITAR

MY TROUBLED HEART HE SEEMS TO KNOW

AS I LISTEN FROM AFAR

HE PLAYS FOR ME SWEET MELODIES

AS I DANCE AMONG THE STARS

AND ALL MY PAIN SURRENDERS

TO THIS MAN AND HIS GUITAR

WHEN THE WORLDS TO MUCH TO BEAR

AND I GET BENT OUTTA SHAPE

MY HEART KNOWS HE IS WAITING THERE

TO OFFER ME ESCAPE

AND FOR A FEW BRIGHT MOMENTS

AS I LISTEN TO HIIM PLAY

MY BURDENS ALL SEEM LIGHTER

AND MY TROUBLE FADES AWAY

CHORUS

CHORUS

THIS MAN AND HIS GUITAR



WENDI

My beautiful daughters

You never know or experience true love till you have the love of a child. My girls are my world and dont know what i would do without them. I am sure i wouldnt fight so hard for the things i do. They are what keeps me going, if not for them im sure i wouldnt have the will to get up everyday. maybe you think im crazy or maybe not. I have been reading pride and prejudice again lol jane austen is my favorite author Bri already wants to read it but i dont believe she is old enough just yet but believe me when she gets old enough i would love for her to read it and then have a discussion with her about whether she liked it or not. I have heard alot about the book Whithering heights, i just dont seem to be able to get into. I have been reading a few Amish books. I have decided i believe my mom is from Amish descent, she made pear butter the other day lol and one of the books i am reading is an Amish book and what do they make within the first few pages "pear butter " lol and now someone gave her a start to amish bread so she is baking Amish bread which is delicious lol. well i am off to bed for now i have been really sick lately so please pray for me

Excited, Sad, and Happy

My baby just turned 6 years old on wednesday. My big girl will be 10 in just a couple months. I am so happy that they are growing don't get me wrong. They are very smart, but i am so sad they are no longer my little cuddly little girls they have developed some sassy little attitudes. Sometimes it's cute sometimes i could just scream. They are the love of my life and dont know what i would do without them. Of all the things i deal with on a daily basis they are the light at the end of my dark and lonely tunnell. I love my family all of them my brother Dale his wife Kathy ( who is my best friend ever) their kids tyler sarah and jacob. My sister Melissa, her husband James, their 2 kids emma and mason. my baby sis DI . My mom and dad are my prayer warriors they are always there at a phone call no matter the time. My father in law Gene and mother in law Lynette, they have always been there for me and rick. His brother Brian ( which my oldes daughter was named after ) his wife melissa their kids caroline and michael . His baby brother Tim his wife Amy their kids ben will and kate. all of you are my strength you help me through the hard times just knowing i have family that cares so much means the world to me. THANK YOU ALL I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU