new year

well this is the beginning of a new a new year. for me one of the highlights so far this year has been Bri turning 13 years old. although this has been somewhat of a depressing time as well because she's 13 OMG how is she 13 time flies. another thing that has me sad is that samuel would have been 7 yrs old but i miscarried with him a few days before Brianna's 6th bday. so January is a bittersweet month for me. but i know that if it was meant for samuel to be here with me he would but GOD had something else in store for me. and i just have to trust and believe that it was for the best.